As a first journal entry this will be uninteresting, I promise you.

I awoke this early this morning, and by early I mean about 3 hours before I needed to leave for work, with the intent of working on something that I have since forgotten what. Needless to say I was unable to work on this something for reasons outside of my control and thus I moved on to mindless web surfing, something I have not done in quite some time. As per typical keyboard cowboy fashion, I was looking for nothing in particular but seemed to be landing on various sites from the blatantly pornographic to the more subtle.

What? I -am- a guy.

At any rate I stumbled across some random images, one of which was a painting that linked me back here to Deviant. Well, my attention grabbed in another direction I start surfing the galleries here looking at all of the talented deviants and their amazing works. Now, I've been a member of Deviant for a while (several years) and each time I create an account I go a few months and then forget about it. Some time later I think of it again and have to create a new account, each time I do this I resolve to begin putting up my work for others to see but in some way I end up getting side-tracked and never following through. So yea, I've had several accounts.

So, Knightmare, who am I? A pseudonym I picked up years ago, back in the days of the first internet chat boards and text-based games. Over the years I have written and drawn, submitting myself to the public eye with the safety of anonymity to see me through the day. There is a certain comfort in hiding behind the computer screen where your peer equality is judged by the weight of your paragraphs and sharpness of your wit, but, I learned a long time ago that to spend too much time digitizing yourself will inevitably result in a loss of reality.

Ah, time has passed even quicker than I thought and it is time to go to work. Anyway, here I sit again making my next attempt follow through with my resolutions.

I'll try not to get distracted.